MY HEART

All my life I have been in borrowed relationships ... they were not really mine , though I knew it ... I still pretended or faked it !!  Now I am coming to terms that relationships are " nimit Matra " you are what u become, the only relstionship that is important and real is with yourself .

MOTHER  It's an empty space with fading memories  unable to fathom the void . it's been years that I have seen you, felt you  yet I am a part of you  You left with a kiss and hug without giving me time to understand  this big empty world . At the time I needed you the most you were not there yet you made your way through my dreams and memories. I wish I had taken the time to understand you, I wish I had understood you. I wish I could have shared your loneliness and emptiness, but I was too little to understand. I will meet you up there soon, will hear you speak and we both will create new memories.